My younger sister has a boy friend whom is a gang member.  He reps the set 187 Fam Bloods.  My sister through many talkings of letting ol boy go and moving on with her life is a talk she is not willing to hear.  Our concern being she don't bang...she may get caught up in some shit that she don't even need to be in. She still ain't hearing it.

This weekend her boyfriend was shot while sitting at a red light.  Dudes rolled up and licked off.  He got shot in his shoulder and it went through his neck.  He is up in the hospital and may be paralyzed.  We will know soon.  Her boy friend is a good dude in a sense...but growing into a man; he needs to let childish things go.  My sister is going to school to be a doctor that works with dead folks...I just hope her boy can bring something to the table; that doesn't involve them getting killed or him locked up in prison.

I wish him well and my sister sense to see that if she was in the car with him...she may have caught one too. 

I spent 20 +dollars at GNC for some of their colon cleanse.  It is a 21 day digestive health program.  My take on it?  Bull shit.  I don't feel any different than the first day I took it.  No super duper bowel movement, no feeling like I am flushed...I did de hydrate like a muthafucka though.

If you look up colonix online...I think this may be the route I go.  I wanna be super clean internally. 

 
( I got papers on her....she is already sold!)

As my beautiful Goddess lays in the bed beside me; I attentively watch George Lopez.  This episode was dealing with college; and George not going.  Now while in his office he wanted to show off a pic of his wife.  He got to bragging about how fine she was until he saw a picture of the college guys woman. I laughed because I swap pics of my wife all the time.  Not for keeps...but just to view.

(Awww girl better put them lips away...ya giving me ideals)

Alot of guys think she is soooo pretty.   I was even told that they wish they could get a woman like my wife.  Ha!!!  That is a subtle way of saying they would wanna slap skins with her.  Before I even met LT's(co worker from Florida) wife...he showed me a bikini pic of his wife.  She was super fit in the pic.  He looked at me...trying to figure out what my response was gonna be...I said hmm?  Nice pic.  What the hell does a dude expect you to say???   I even had semi nude pics of my wife on my palm pilot; before it got stolen...in her ol' sexy out fits.  They were not shared with the world...but when I was at work...I looked at her sexy ass... and got excited.

I know from what went down on my last blog... I may appear to be a jealous dude..but I ain't.  Like I said then...it was because I was not in the know of my wifes feelings before I read her words...so I got angry.  I know dudes wanna cut, they look at her..and that actually makes me feel pretty good.  Cuz if you got your gurl out there and no one even takes a second look...what does that say?  Looking don't hurt nobody.

Early Sunday morning The Goddess and I are up @ 4:45 going out into the dark streets of Denver to clean another salon with our Aunt.  Tired and moody is the vibe I have.  The God Shah tells me constantly that every man needs to awaken every morning and center himself in a state which produces agreeable effects.  You should not step foot out of that bed until your mind and energy is in a good place.  I fail to adhere to that rule.

Banana.  The Goddess laughs at me because my minor morning irritation has me reacting like an idiot.  I am in the kitchen preparing a protein shake.  I peel a banana and the 3 quarters of it falls on the floor.  I get mad and snatch that banana up off the floor and fling it on the counter top.  She says " Honey there are more bananas right there."  I know there is more bananas' right there...I am pissed because that banana was supposed to be in my shake not on the floor.

Orange Juice.  The other day my wife goes to the store and asks what do I need.  I say Orange Juice.  She buys it.  Yeah!  Now I have orange juice specifically for my protein shakes.  One day passes and 3 quarters of the orange juice is gone.  Then I come down stairs the next day and my daughter is drinking Orange Juice.  Eyes squinted and I pose the question.  Who told you to get orange juice?  In my heart feeling like a lil spoiled kid..."That's mines"...that is my orange juice.  She looks up at me and says "Mom has been letting me get Orange Juice every morning."  Seething with anger...I walk off.  Now if I wasn't trying to get in shape and do my protein shakes...no one would want orange juice, bananas or whatever I want to put in them.

SUCKA BOY MUSIC

(Before going to get her sandal...actual footage from our session)

(Old pic...but I like It)

After all the bs we went through back in 2006; we still miss living in Georgia.  I miss my house, the area and all that southern hospitality.  My folks (friends) are still out there and from what I hear shit ain't getting no better.

My wifes friend wants us to move to Texas.  Yeah Texas is the south but it ain't like GA or FL.  I became more accustomed to that humidity and Ga folk over these Midwest cats.

Colorado is where we currently stay.  This is where we moved when the house became foreclosed on.  We love my family; that is the major reason for us staying here plus we we were able to get work.  Yet these cold climate type states ain't the business.  All this freaking snow is irritating.

What makes GA more favorable than living here in Colorado?  Here are 9 reasons.

1.  That ol' warm climate.

2.  Glady's Knights and Rons' Chicken and Waffles off of Peachtree Street.  Chicken, collard greens and waffles is what's up!

3.  More activities and grown up places to go.  

4.  Its close to TN and Florida

5.  The trees.

6.  More brotherhood and brother culture.

7.  Them broads out there can shake a booty!

8.  Strip clubs are $5 a dance and up...here in Colorado they want $25 a dance and are only topless.  Boooooo!

9.  My wife loves it down there.

While at work I listen to my Ipod.  I have a play list created in dedication to my wife.  Songs within this play list generate good feelings.  It activates my memory of past days of fun and frolic  and imaginary situations that I would like to see become a reality. 

I know my pissy post while under The God had individuals thinking I was going to leave my wife.  I thought about it...but that is punk shit.  I love this woman and we are a fantastic couple.  I am Batman and she is my Robin.  Over the past weekend we worked through it and we are all smiles again.

Music can manifest certain emotions that have been long forgotten but I relive them each day making my marriage stronger and stronger.